Feeling a bit scared at the moment. Well maybe not scared, apprehensive might be a better word. Things are about to change with a phone call. This phone call will be a new beginning for both of us but in different ways. One of us is waiting for this call with bated breath, anxious to hear a 'yes' and ready to jump off into the wild blue yonder. The other one of 'us' is also waiting with bated breath and knowing that the 'yes' will bring forth a silent 'no'.

Change is always going to happen. John Lennon's famous "life is what happens when you're busy making plans" rings so true. And I'm the first one to espouse that 'change is good, change is positive' - yes, for other people.

I'm scared of this change. I don't want this change.

Sitting around waiting for the phone to ring - life is changing.